For now, though, it is raining outside and the cold air is blowing the scent of rosemary into my bedroom and I had a really lovely day wandering one of my dream towns with Sarcasm and H and there is someone out in the world who thinks that he is a better person with me than he is without me, and even if I am not exactly where I want to be right now I am somewhere good.
Personal blah blah blah
Sarcasm and I were talking about trying to build good lives for ourselves today and about taking steps and actually doing. I am content with a small life, but it still takes work to make the kind of one that I want. To be the kind of person that I want to be.
Oh man midnight facebook messages from long-ago ex boyfriends are never good news.